Bad.
I never really realized until now just how stupid I am sometimes. I've been hurt my fair share of times in the past, and I've told myself I would never ever hurt anyone like that. Here's the thing.
I broke a promise to myself and have officially become what I hate.
A hypocrite.
Even though she could've just as easily found someone a little less fucked up and a little more accessible, she chose me. She knew that this wouldn't be easy, and that I wouldn't be around as much as she'd like me to be, but still, she chose me. I hurt the one person who chose to love me for me; not what comes with me.
I'm disgusted with myself right now.
Un-fucking-forgivable.
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